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I was sitting on my desk that night, my face was not looking good. You were looking at me from a distance, putting your chin on the top of your arm on the table and just staring with no words. Your look on that night never left my memory. Few seconds later, you asked me, “What’s wrong with you?” I looked at you and smiled a sad smile, saying, “Nothing.” Then I turned my face to close the conversation with you. But you did not. “You’re not okay!” You said. I turned my face back again at you without saying a word. “It’s clear.” You continued. Then I smiled saying, “There’s nothing, really, thank you for asking.” You didn’t insist, but you just spent your time sitting, looking at me.
Then one day, I wasn’t around. You started looking for me. You were the only one who realized my disappearance. On that day, I really needed to stay alone, crying for hours. Then the back door came to your mind; where you used to sit alone, and I used to come and annoy you, just to have a conversation with you. You came slowly and saw me sitting on the chair hiding my face and crying. You came and asked me, “Why are you crying?” I kept crying and ignored you. Then you asked again, “Are you crying because of me? Huh? Just answer me.” I raised my face, looking at you with no words. Your look was so decent. You leaned your head and said, “Are you crying because of me?” “I’m crying because of everyone in here, everything.” You posed for a second, then approached and said, “Is it me? I would never forgive myself if I made a girl cry because of me.” I didn’t answer you, and continued crying. You stayed for a second and left.
I wasn’t expecting you to leave. I looked behind, you actually left. I cried more. Few minutes later, you came to me with an orange juice glass, and put it next to me and said, “I made it for you to change your mood. I know you like it, when I make it for you.” I looked at the glass and smiled so deep inside, but I didn’t show it to you. The glass was so nice, yes I used to not only love it, I used to adore it. I still remember that thin piece of orange on the edge of the glass. You made it with love. It wasn’t just an orange juice glass. It was a meaningful gift filled with love and warmness. Then I looked at you with my teary eyes. You were smiling at me.
I didn’t say a word to you. It seemed to you like I said, thank you for feeling me. And you looked, smiling at me like, you’re welcome, then you left. I looked behind you when you left; in my entire life you were the first person who understood me, who felt me without even saying a word, who never insisted when I never wanted to talk. Deep inside me there was something saying, no, please don’t go, I want you to stay by my side. Just sit on the chair next to me. Just look at me, smile to me, you don’t have to talk, because you were the only person who used to talk to me using the silent language. But I couldn’t say it out loud, and if I went through this moment again, I won’t say it also.
Maybe it was good like this, without saying anything, without showing anything, without explaining anything, and without telling anything. It calmly, quietly, ended without even starting.
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“Someone entered your mind… you changed.”
“Someone entered your mind, you changed.”
“There’s someone, their existence makes you forget all people around you”
“If you love, in my opinion go speak then…”
“I can’t imagine your smiling speech..”
“My heart saw your heart and liked it”
“From the first time I met you, I wanted to talk to you at night till 4 AM.”
“As you are in my heart, I’m ready to face everything.”
“Believe me, you’re different from everyone.”
“I turned my back to everyone, but you can hug me.”
“No matter how many years pass. let me hear your voice, see your face, I will fall in love with you like the first time.”
“A very sudden rain, in empty streets, you and I..”
“You were the one I looked and laughed, please understand it”
“You’re much beautiful than the Piano you’re sitting in front of”
“For example, I want something, putting my hands under my chin, watching you. For hours, for days, even for years.”
“I’m sitting, eating with the most sexy girl and I’m feeling terrible. Because five meters away there was Julie. My Julie was sitting with Edi. What was she laughing at? How is it possible to sit there, laugh and be that much beautiful.”
“I love how you stay in my mind while everyone is leaving.”
“Would you hug me, if you saw me now at the beginning of the street?”
“You’re here, then all around me it’s spring now.”
“You are the most beautiful memory that won’t be old inside me..”
“Don’t be sad my sweetheart, you looked, miracles have happened.”
“I want you to know that those who love with their hearts, cannot forget with their minds.”
“I can’t do anything, I love you.”
“Ohh, hope they can see how much I’m holding on to you..”
“I love you so much, I have no reason. Just because you. I love you because it’s you.”
“I can’t promise you a rose garden, but give me your hand and I’m okay with all the thrones.”
“My soul flows to her like rivers flow to the sea”
“The moon needs the night, and the night is in love with it…”
“You’re everywhere, but inside me the most.”
“She doesn’t have to be with you, she’s too much already in you.”
“The most beautiful feeling in the world… That a guy with a nice perfume smell comes and sits behind you in a public bus. I want time to stop at this moment.”
“One person was enough for another person in any way.”
“Even if not touched or not seen, some are included in the heart without any reason”
“I need a hug, always your hug, only you”
“Because everything worth loving is actually gathered in you.”
“I love you, don’t forget this. And love is not enough to meet, also this one.”
“.. hug me. Hug me so I count all the days that I cried till this age as I lived them..”
“You don’t know, maybe if we hugged each other, we would never be cold.”
“You can’t hide sentences inside your pockets..”
“With time, a human starts looking like the one they loved.”
“I can’t send you a message saying I love you, but I can listen to a song that reminds me of you till the morning.””
“Even in the places that I’m running away from myself I’m looking for you.”
“You’re saying that that door is closed, but you kid, are keep looking through the hole..”
The little prince said: “but eyes are blind. Human needs to look with his heart..”
“If I were to be in two places at the same time, I would’ve been beside you right now.”
Chapter 100. I need you to say “I’m with you” when nothing is going well.
“I made it because you like it.” There is no such beautiful sentence pattern like this. He learned what you like and worked hard for you.
“A person can jump out of the window that she opened to take a breath..”
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For phantom nights “night six”, please visit this link Phantom Nights